Saturday, April 18, 2009

Dividing

Stora farliga rymdprojekt går - Slagsmålsklubben
Rob your Granddad-mix - Dj Scheikz

Trivial. (of sorts)

Back in black. First workday back at my old job yesterday. Hard shit, hurts all over. Not used to the workhrs anymore, but that'll come.
I gotta say thought that it feels great to earn your stay. The deep feeling of satisfaction you can only get from hard bodily work. Straining your body and putting your guts to it.
I wonder how the people who's just riding the top of the wave must feel? Those just skimming of the money without deserving them. The one's stealing of huge amounts of money in "bonuses" they don't deserve?. How do they coope with that feeling of un-fulfillment that it gives you?
...probably paying of some shrink to tell them what they want to hear I guess.

Ooops, sorry. Was going to save shit like that to the second part of this...

Summer's arriving and ideas become plans. Plans that WILL become real.


Non-trivial
(of sorts)

Been alone alot lately. Since I'm a bit social and like to talk to people it's hard, in a way, to be alone.
So I start to talk to myself. Not aloud... well, mostly not at least. The longer I'm alone the more I talk.
The monologue becomes a dialogue. And since the lack of new input and real feedback is rather obvious, the dialogues tend to get quite different, and concern other areas, from the ones I have with others than just me.
Right and wrong, self criticism, system criticism, politics, social behaviour and codes, and where I stand in all this. I'm analysing and trying to understand. Some things I mannage to work out, but so many others remain un answered.

What is right or wrong around us? How should we behave towards one another to get the best possible of all worlds?
Is it wrong with me, others or just the world around us? If I don't really fit in, should I change and adapt or should I try and change the system that I don't fit in with? Or is it another beter system? Maybe we don't even need a system at all.

If there wasn't a system, a norm, then no one would feel left out, right? But if we didn't had any norms (rules) stated by the society to live by, wouldn't we then get what most people think of when hearing the word Anarchy?
I think not. At least not if mankind take it's responsability and use something that everyone should have, common sense (CS).
I think most people know, or at least get a feeling of what I mean with CS. But since there are always some fucktards demanding explanations and definitions in to what resembles stupidity, I'll give an example of one of the cornerstones in CS.
It's nothing new, and you've all heard it before frome various sources, and (unfortunately) mostly from Christianity.
I chose instead to cite the one who's put it in it's most relevant way; Pjotr Kropotkin.

"Do unto others as you, yourself would like to be treated in the same conditions"


By these simple words he state both the cornerstone of how we should live our lifes, and one of the cornerstones of Anarchism.


This is just a part of what's been going on in my head the last time.
Another part is the existence of this blog. Should I stop writing at all or just stop writing here?


Important (of sorts)

Skie was/is a thought, a feeling and a naive wish of how I want to live in this world, and how this world should live me. However, I've been constantly proven wrong, and I've turned out (as I've heard) quite cynical and bitter.
From a weeks thinking in this matter, I've realised that Skie's not really dead as I first thought. He's just not here when I'm where I have my roots.
Instead there's another part of me who's grown. I've come to name it Rimfrost.

Skie is trivial
Rimfrost is non-trivial

But just as the world is not black and white. These two aren't either.
Just as mankind has always tried to concreticise it's surroundings to make the world they live an easier place to live, I have done with these two parts of me.

Hopefully I'll be starting a separate blog for Rimfrost where I can canalise deeper concerns in my life. This in order to keep Skie's blog more true to the idea behind him.


That is allmost all for now.
Just one final message.

People reading this blog should not think to high of themselves and take my writings to personally.
Realise this; my life is more than just you and the part of it concerning us.
Yes, I write for you and you are concerned more or less by some parts.
But I also write for me and the rest of the world, and they (and I) are concerned more or less by some parts to.
If some take it personally, maybe I meant it and maybe I didn't.


Stay alive, stay in touch.
Vote Anarchy :)

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