Snowflakes falling

Like the snowflakes which are falling outside right now, I'm falling inside.
Falling falling without ending.
Down into myself.
The feeling's back from last year, this feeling of booerdom, this feeling of beeing stuck in the same old routines , this feeling that's choking me.
Just want to change, experience something new.
Just go with my Angel to somewhere new, somewhere I've never been before.
But no.
I can't, we can't.
I'm stuck
I mean, it's not that I don't like it here, because I really do! I've got friends and I've got a life here.
But it just feels like it's not new anymore, I need som fresh input, some perspektive! Need to be able to decide for myself, without any musts!

Phew! Thanks for reading it through (or just skipping it...). Just needed to get it out of my system. Sitting in physics class and doesn't understand a bit of what's going on on the blackboard.
Understand the words my teacher's saying (allready that's a progress!), but not what's going on.
Soon getting boored to death!
Oh! It's vibrating in my pocket! :)
It always makes me happy when it's vibrating in my pocket! ...no you pervert! I know what you're think it si but its not. It's my cellphone!
And the vibrating means that there's someone out there who likes me!
...and I think I know who it is. :)
Thank you Alda for existing and beeing a part of my life, you mean so increadibly much to me!

Hmmm... Something strange's going on... My teacher's started to throw citrusfruits and papers all around the room... well, what do you know...

Some personal greetings:
Scheike! My man in CF! Dunno if you even read this... what ever! Not kidding when I say I need to speak some rael swedish soon! We really need to fix something for easter!

Emperor. Miss u man, miss our talks about the good ol' days and everything else we use to talk about over a good can of tea...

AlleyCat. Well, just want to talk about this and that. MSN this weekend maybe?

Maja. Hej hopp knubbsäl! Haven't heard from you in a loooong time. Just curious on what's going on...

Well this hour's finished in about 10 min, and I've filled the paper I'm writing on anyway. Putting it on the blog later.

This post was originaly written between 14-15h Tuesday the 19 of march 2007 during an extremely booring physics class.